So long, so long, front foot leads the back one.

i want to quit life. and by life i mean politics. and by politics i mean the college democrats. no one is happy. tonight's meeting was a disaster. we're being pushed and pulled in 80 different directions, and all of our plans are being undermined, and everyone thinks we're slacking off. i just want to scream at everyone "WE'RE DOING MORE WORK THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE, PLEASE SUCK IT." i say please because i'm not really a mean person. people expect SO MUCH out of us. it's making me depressed. i've been in a horrible mood for about two weeks now. and not just because of the dems, i've gotten a lot of shit thrown at me all at once in the last couple weeks, and this is just the icing on the cake. and now the keillor event is unraveling a little bit, and i have $1.65 to my name, and all i want to do is have a weekend alone in my apartment, maybe with my bottle of tequila. but no. i have friends. and they want me to get out of bed. but i don't know if i'm going to listen to them. nothing bad ever happened in my bed. so far it's the safest place in winona. my lime green pillow has no malicious feelings about the work i've been doing or the quality of my film analysis. the quilt won't give me a B on a quiz i deserved an A on. YOU HEAR THAT CHAD????? THE WAY YOU WORDED THOSE QUESTIONS MADE MULTIPLE ANSWERS POSSIBLE!!! PLEASE JOIN THE GROUP THAT'S SUCKING IT! i've never gotten mad at him before. this is baaaaaaaaaad juju.

does anyone want to have a scream fight with me? jared's offer to wrestle in dining rooms c & d is not looking so bad right now. i want to beat someone up. or throw something at someone. LOOK OUT, EVERYONE ON CAMPUS, YOU MAY RECEIVE A CRUMPLED UP VOTER REG CARD TO THE HEAD TOMORROW!!!!!! frustration is my new middle name. it used to be danger, but then that became too trendy so i changed it. i was going to change it to patience, but the forms i had to fill out and the line i had to wait in were a bit, well, you get the idea.

someone please cheer me up, i dont like being in a bad mood.