college = zoo

i've settled into this strange kind of funk. i go to my classes (yes, all of them. it's weird, i know.), i watch the price is right, lunch at 12:45, dinner at 5:10, dinner jr. at 8:45, weekly shows on sun/tue/thur, daily show at 10, sleep about 12:30. read a little everyday, go over class notes, study for whatever tests i have. then on the weekends i do dishes and laundry, clean up the sty that my little corner has become, probably go see an early movie, then hang out with the girls. this has been every week since my birthday pretty much, with little variations thrown in here and there when something pops up. it's not mind numbingly boring, but it's not exciting, either. i feel like an old person. just going through the motions and following the schedule. i just need a break.

that's why i'm so excited about chippendales next week. a little bit of spice thrown into my 78 year old life. that's also why i'm really happy with the new friends i've made this year. eva, carla and andrea have kind of thrown a pretty pink wrench into my little system. and i like it... and to top it all off, frank and i are actually talking.

so things aren't bad, i just need to find little ways to entertain myself amidst the sea of grey. it's like when they put zoo animals' food in hiding places when they get depressed. so call me coco the bear, and toss me a peanut butter filled giant wiffle ball.