i don't like this feeling

my parents aren't going to help with funds for a new camera, so it looks like i'm camera-less for the first time in 7 years. my old one still kind of works, which will help with the dance party this weekend, but i can't zoom, and the shutter button sticks and takes a little effort. everyone keeps telling me to just get it repaired, but i wouldn't know how to go about doing that. plus it's a discontinued model from 3 years ago that had a lot of issues, so i don't know if anyone would know how to fix it. it's kind of an odd old dinosaur, but we've been through a lot. it's kind of sad, to tell you the truth. so i'm just going to be saving up for a while, until i can afford a new one. i put some more books up on amazon, and we're going to the casino next weekend, and the powerball is up to a quarter billion, so i have some options, but we'll just wait for all that to pan out. it's at the point where i'm willing to work at shomig with mom over spring break to get some cash. i know, i'm REALLY desperate. whatever. we'll just plug it out until then.

i'm starting to get really stressed out, so this weekend could not have come soon enough. i'm ready to just cut loose and dance it up tomorrow night. dance party = therapy for emily.